We are still just plugging away at this cycle. The days keep going by and it seems to be quickly approaching. Only two weeks left until our transfer. By the end of the month we will know if there is any success. Scared? Yep. Nervous? Of course. Excited? Well that too.
I'm still preparing myself for both sides of the coin. I don't know how you really prepare yourself for failure though. The words associated with a cycle of that sort pretty much say it all: negative, big fat negative, failure, non-successful, etc. There isn't really a happy twist to it. You try and you either succeed or fail at the attempt. We do still have Kendall and Seren to keep us busy and happy. They were our saving grace the first time around and they will be again if this time doesn't work.
We used to ask Kendall and Seren if they wanted to have a baby in the house. They are almost 3 and little girls so of course they love babies (mostly their own). They were undecided and we had our laughs at their little arguments to agree. We asked them again when we decided to try whether they would want a brother or a sister. The vote was split on this one also...Seren for a sister and Kendall for a brother (I hope they don't both get their wish). But now that we are in cycle we don't mention or ask much. I would love for them to have another sibling. A lot of my desire for trying again stemmed from this idea of them having a little brother or sister. Now we just have to wait and see.
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