Literally!! This has been a very non-fun experience. Especially the last 4 days or so. Last night I had two giant hives on my backside. We tried cortizone cream and it helped for maybe an hour. And it didn't get rid of the stiff feeling of swelling in my back which is what hurt to sit, lean or sleep on and was more bothersome than the itching. What a shitty way to end all of this. Yep I'm admitting it. I'm pretty sure it's the end of this one. I would be shocked as hell if my beta came up with anything. Which sucks cause I went into this so positive especially after the odds we were given. I felt like things were working and noticed things that I didn't remember noticing with the girls. Cramping, twinging, etc. Now I don't feel anything different. Part of me wonders if my body went crazy with the PIO reactions and had some autoimmune response, killing any chances. I basically have two autoimmune conditions with Graves Disease and POF/POI so why wouldn't that be a possibility.
I've run out of ideas on comfort food. I've had onion rings, chicken pot pie and hot wings in the last few days. What's next on the menu? Need to find the ultimate comfort food I think. Deep fried mushrooms? Ultimate Skillet at Village Inn? French Onion Soup? Kung Pow Chicken at my favorite chinese restaurant? I guess there are still endless possibilities. Wish the same could be said for other matters of business right now.
I think I'll buy one more test for the morning before the beta and call it a day.
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Oh, I'm sorry you don't feel like this is the beginning of a pregnancy. I wonder what beta will say, and yes, I bet you are itching for it. I'm so sorry you've been so uncomfortable.
I'll still hold on to some hope for you, dear Michelle, because we've seen it happen time and again that things are not what were predicted.
Hope you can get some of that delicious comfort food.
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