Some days...

Some days I have these weird feelings. Sometimes I look in the mirror or pass by a store window and see my reflection and think jokingly to myself maybe I'm just fat. I know it's ridiculous and don't actually think I'm fat. I just can't believe I'm actually here at this stage in life and that I'm carrying around two little babies. I get the constant reminder with kicks and prodding and pokes that "hello we're here" but it still seems unreal. I haven't gotten really big although Jeff and I know I've gotten bigger over the months. Everyone constantly tells me that I'm so tiny for twins and I agree and remind them that I am 6'1" and have extra room for them to grow. Truthfully I'm grateful that I haven't gotten really big or uncomfortable and I hope that I'll continue to just gradually grow over the next couple of months so my body can keep up (ie no stretch marks). I just can't believe they are going to be here in a couple months is all. Maybe even sooner but hopefully not. Jeff told me over the weekend how excited he is to have them here and have kids with me. He's so good. I'm excited and scared to have them (yes the actual day of) and to be a mom but I love the idea of seeing Jeff as a dad and I know how great he will be. Anyway since I haven't put up pictures for a while I thought I'd post some here...I'm sure I look tired still from our long weekend and my late night homework last night (plus no makeup hehe) but oh well.

*28 weeks 5 days*

*bare belly shot*

*I definitely lost weight in other areas to gain it in the belly*